I’m about to fall down, and I’m beginning to doubt that I can live with myself.

The prettiest day of my life.

I know I love you but I won’t

Tell you a thing in case you don’t

I know I need you but it’s okay

I don’t get depressed when I am lonely

But I just need something to calm my nerves

Preferably a cigarette, or something just as absurd

Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay

'Cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain

Of the distance that took you away

I’ll take a drink because I’m lost

Trapped somewhere deep inside my thoughts

But even if you might forget me

I’ll just remember you instead 

You see I just need something to calm my nerves

Preferably a cigarette, or something just as absurd

Or maybe I want my anxiety to stay

'Cause in the end it's all I have to ease the pain

Of the distance that took you away

-Written from a motel room

Braden Barrie

Pretending to touch the clouds is the next best thing to touching them <3

And out of all these things I’ve done, I think I love you better now :)

Someday I would like to know that when I die, I will find my soul.

© neighbourhood1.